Why Are We Making Life Complicated... Nothing Is Impossible Just Believe

Why do we need to make things complicated? We have created pollution, traffic, landslides, flood, we even destroyed our ozone layer and even destroy our home and planet, Earth. We also put our lives in danger or soon to be, extinction. The dinosaurs don't have the capability of saving themselves and also does not have thinking like ours for them not to have thought of a wave to survive from the killing asteroid. But what about us? We have the capability and the mind to save our self but instead we are killing our self. Instead of getting rid of pollution, we are making it much worst. The problem we have can still be solve unlike if it was to be the same event like the dinosaurs have, but to think of it even if it is a killing asteroid we can still survive if we really like to. We have tools to save ourselves but why are we not using it? We should not only think of us having less work on things or advantages of things we invent or make but also we should think of the problems that it may cause, problems that would come, problems that would test it, and also its disadvantages. We should be responsible for everything. we should predict problems. we should concentrate not only on advantages but also on disadvantages. look what happen. because of cars we made traffic, because of chemicals and goal of having a very high teach future we created pollution. We brought our selves in front of extinction because of this. There may be flaw in everything because nothing is perfect. but still we can lessen that flaw. We should be patient and responsible. we should not only go for it because we can't solve it and give up on it and call it impossible or put a law which says that it can't be determine or call it mystery. we have been given the power to think and create we should use it with great responsibility because it is not only our life we hold and not only us hopes for our success but also others. We are given brains and not computers. We can control what we think and can not be marginalize or in other words our brain thinks more freely than computers because computers have limits and we are the ones who made it so in other words we command them. The computer is a product of our brain. making our brain superior over it. The computer does not fill it self up with programs and upgrade itself, we are the ones doing it. The brain thinks and works as long as you live and everything you have, don't have, see, can't see, use, not using, and most all of things we have today are made by the brains each of us have. The brain which is a gift from God. We should use it not only for improvement but also in being responsible. Think of it like this. We may not be the one who made it but we are using it, we should be responsible enough in using it for us not to cause problems and for us to have peaceful kind of life. We may have created it but we did not create it for us to say that we did it, we do it because we know that it can help. We, as the person who created it, should know how to solve the problems that might come due to it. See it also this way. If and only if the person who made weapons thought that it would lead to lot of wars and not peace, if that person only for seen or predict the problems and destruction their inventions could create then there should not be war. We should be aware on what bad things our good intention could invent. Some of the main cause of this problems are irresponsibility and abuse of things. The cheat is somehow a good intention but it become a bad thing because it was abused. i know you won't believe me but because of this cheats video games are made easier and made for the comfort of the way a player play. But because of it bad things are also created, example are hacking. There is always a good and bad side on everything depending on how we use it. In other words we should also be a responsible user. We also should not use our brains alone but also use our hearts with it. What is the use of the brain of you think but you don't care? Look at what happen to our planet, because we care less and did not plan and predict in advance we ended on having global warming and also destroy our ozone layer. We can still do something, the damage is not yet that severe so we can still start a new leaf again but this time we should care and think in advance.

The 2010 elections for the Philippines is near, and this time we should have learn from the past one. A vote is so powerful that not only one life depends on it. They say it is impossible because they luck hope due to what our former leaders do, and also because they lost faith on other leaders due to believing that they with also be the same. But her is what I and other who still believe, it is really not impossible, if this time we would be responsible and won't be fooled again and would not sell the vote we have and dignity then we would solve this problem. Let us think about this. If we only did not get our self fooled and did not let them cheat or did not let ourselves us an instrument of cheating in exchange for little money then we should not have suffer. Because selling the votes would only be a temporary solution, but corrupt leaders us leaders, in six years of service, you'll really regret that you let them do that. You'll really regret living due to you are almost dead due to there leadership where they only think about themselves and nothing more. Today, July 30, 2009, I and my friends watch a show or a theather show in my school. It is not beacause of the incentives that I watch the show, it is a bonus with it, because i watch it to learn wisdom from the show especially because the show has something to do about the elections coming up. It has lessons about it. The play is divided into four skit entitled bagong bayani, aninag, jeepni, and panakip butas. And in between of each show there is a video shown, a video by the famous mae "juana change" paner. The shows main idea is all about being responsible in voting and never lose hope in voting. It also show the effect of the cheating in election and iresponsibility of some of our leaders. losing hope can not do anything to solve the problem it would only lead to more problems. We may wrong in voting the leader but it does not mean that we should not,rather, we should vote more because of that reason. Look at it this way if everyone is tired of voting then who would be our leader? it would only lead to more disasters. What we could do is learn from the mistake and vote responsibly and wisely. A vote is powerful enough to change anything. The more we fall, the more should we fight and stand up. I believe in God and I believe that the leader we are hoping for would come. I believe in the filipinos and I believe that we will rise. We may look an underdog country but in most stories it is the underdog that wins and rise to be powerful. We are filipinos and we have a heart of a lion, i believe in that. So in the next election, we should be responsible, think of the past disasters and problems we have because of wrong leaders. Reflect on it and choose, a day or month or year of fulfillment but six years of suffering ir six years of fulfillment but a year or day or month of suffering.

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For Blood and Country, Wake Up!!

Today, June 25, 2009, Thursday. My nationality have been awaken again by one of people who are fighting for our country's freedom. Freedom not from foreign conquerers but freedom from poverty, corruption and irresponsible leaders. Our ancestors fought for our country's freedom before but unlike them, we are fighting against our fellowmen who abuses the power given to them and are being irresponsible, that instead of giving new hope and raising our country from poverty, they are the ones making our country sink into the bottom of the ocean of poverty and corruption. Many have fought for the freedom but only few are heard, and most of them were killed. Now that elections for new leaders is almost near, we should reflect on the mistakes that the past/current leaders are doing and let it be part of the criteria we will use in electing our new leaders for another 6 years to come. Imagine the past years full of suffering and issues an also imagine if this will happen again. What do you think would happen to our country and to us Filipino citizens? America is experiencing economical crisis but we are experiencing a far more worse crisis than them. 6 years of empty promise and corruption. 6 years of hunger and poverty. 6 years of hoping but nothing. The youth, as our national hero say, are the hope of our country. Let us be, youth or not, straight or not, short or tall, whoever we might be. This is our country, our life, our future, our choice to make. This is the time that we should never make the same mistake that we did this past years. Shout and be heard just like this people who are fighting for us now. Students, parents, writers, artists, celebrities and many more who are tired of this empty promises, tired of this suffering. And now, it is our tine to move. Don't be afraid to do what you think is right because life is worth risking for the future and for the good of millions/billions.

"Ang bayang walang bayani ay kawawa ngunit maskawawa pa ang bayang nangangailangan pa ng bayani" a passage taken from the video of Ms. Mae "Juana Change" Paner entitled "Bayani". I can't exactly remember the person who said this so I just acknowledge the video. I may not know a lot about Ms. Paner but one thing for sure, she is fighting for our country's freedom by enlightening us on what our country is experiencing now. Making videos that are images of the sufferings our country. Videos that enlightens the youth to fight for freedom. Videos that even if it could worth her life, she still continues on making them because she believe that we can change, she believe that we can achieve the freedom we are hoping for, that we will be free from poverty and corruption. That we really are the hope of our nation, our country, our family and our fellowmen. This day, I have met her, she went to our school and enlighten us youth about many things concerning our country. Especially because most of the students of my school are new voters for the elections. Even though many would laugh by the way she dress and act just to enlighten us. I know she is happy doing it because sacrificing for your country is better than living a comfortable life but doing nothing and continuing on being deaf, blind and paralyzed. She also stated that we should not pick or judge the candidates for presidency based on the advertisements we see on TV or hear on radios. We should know them better than the promises they are giving us because most of this promises would become empty when they actually achieve presidency. Also, don't judge the candidates by looks and words.

Another of the freedom fighters we have today, is a writer famous to most Filipino book lovers, Bob Ong. Known for his stories that reflects on the society we have today without fear and hesitation. His famous works are: ABNKKBSNPL Ako?!, Bakit Baliktad Magbasa ng Libro ang mga Pilipino, Ang Paboritong Libro ni Hudas, Alamat ng Gubat and the latest, Kapitan Sino. Works which represents or show Filipino characteristics and also the cancer of our country like crab mentality, drug pushing, corruption, poverty and also the wrong doings of politicians. May this stories inspire us in choosing the right person to elect. This should also make us realize that we in ourself can make a difference and do good and be part of reviving our dead freedom. May the story of Rogelio Manglicmot, a character given life by Bob Ong in his book Kapitan Sino, who is a superhero, a friend, a neighbor, a son and a lover who sacrifice his life for life of others and just to help them even if the people are against him. It is also in this story where I got inspired by the conversation of Mang Ernesto, father of Rogelio, and Rogelio. Where it is cleared to as that we really have the power to do change but we are afraid to do it and instead depend on a person who is willing to do it and call him a hero. There are many more enlightenment in Bob Ong's works but one sure thing. He also believes that we, the youth of our country, are the hope of this country to reclaim its freedom.

The play " Rizal is my President" is a very good play based from the book of Napoleon G. Almonte which talk about the oppinions and feelings of our national heroes against what is happening to our country now. Many questions are asked in play and still unanswered. How many heroes do we need before we move? How many revolutions would be need before we achieve our freedom? when will be the death of heroes, especially Dr. jose rizal, and patriotics or nationalist be enough for us to stop our wrong doings and learn from our mistakes? Until when would you wait for a hero considerng the fac that you could do something for the change that you want to have? Few questions but many answers. The play is quite good, it feels like it is the real Jose Rizal and other heroes, the way they answer.

There are many more people trying to enlighten, encourage and and help us to choose the right path and help out our sorrowing country, to reclaim the freedom that we almost lost, to restore the damage that we have done and to bring back the unity that we once have. This includes Ako Mismo, Ako ang Simula ng Pagbabago: Boto Mo Ipatrol Mo, the Universities Anti-ConAss and many more. May this be an inspiration, and may this help enlighten the people. Long live the Philippines. Proud to be Pinoy.

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Making Pinoy Proud Again.

May 3, 2009. A date to be remembered. The day Manny "Pacman" Pacquiao knockout Ricky "The Hitman" Hatton at round 2 of the match. A day where many Filipino and other race are surprise, happy and amazed by how Manny dominate the match and finish it very quick. It is a good match even thou it is so quick and short. Watching at a stadium with many people shouting and cheering for Manny, puts adreline rush in everyone. Hatton is a good Fighter but Pacquiao is somehow better. Now it is time for Manny to relax then ready for a Match with Floyd Mayweather Jr. Many Filipinos around the globe are very proud of our people's champs. I date to remember indeed and a memory to cherish. PROUD TO BE PINOY

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A Cold and Pale Colored Summer

I have a very colorful summer. Full of adventure and happiness. But like some paintings. Some part of it are pale colored. Hunted by memories of the past, the loneliness, isolation, sadness, pains and sufferings. A colorful summer indeed. How about let us start my story when The month of april was warm because now it is actually cold. I was supposed to join my family and relatives in a vaction but I did not come due to I enrolled my self in a workshop. My BFFs went on vaction also and I am left here in my village. Among us cricle of friends it is only me that does not go on a vacation, I think. I enrolled my self in a street dance class at Dance Avenue Studio in Cainta and my coach there is Jhong Mesina from Philippine All-stars. A one in a life time oppurtunity that i don't want to loose. He really looks like a Filipino-American but I think his a pure blood Filipino. Then After few weeks I join the dance ministry of YFC. The location of the place where we practice is just near my house so it is easy to travel. they have same schedule. MWF but different time. The Dance Min at morning and the DAS at afternoon. It is tiresome but very enjoyable. It hurts but i like it, atleast I learn many choreography and learn to do a handstand. And also to dance very fast and inhance my abiltiy of following the beat which is actually fading away due to lack of practice. I also join our basketball leauge but it was cancelled already and I don't know why? I become very tired in the past few weeks due to it is very hot and the schedule of my class. I really love to dance ^_^, another reason for me being left at home. Actually I'm not alone. My cousin, aunt and uncle are with me. My aunt is a very good cook that is why even if we are quite low in budget I still it well somehow. In the cold weeks of April I still continue my dance lesson. And there, I meet my past. Remeber the memories and bad dreams. Being isolated, sad and lonely again. But still, somehow, happy.

During summer also I have started a new hobby and that is Plurk hehe. Met many people I don't know and already knew. I met many interesting people there and met many intelligent and wise people. I learn many things from them, especially things concerning my interest and concerning life itself. Most of the time I am in front of my PC plurking ^_^. It is really addictive and kills time. But somehow it is a good way to keep away from boredom.

Actually my BFFs and I planned to shoot a video that has something to do with Earth day but they went on vacation already. But its okay it can still wait, I hope it is not too late when we shoot the video again. Earth day. A day where we celebrate or honor our home planet and our mother, Earth. And during that time I watch many documentary about global warming. I suggest you watch them also. The shows are 11th Hour and Signos. Watching the documentary urge me to do the video myself but I don't want to accept all the credits so I'll still wait for them before I start it. Global Warming is actually getting worse and worse in each second that we don't react or respond to it. And the more it get worse, the more people get ill and die. It is not only a person or a country alone that is affected by the Global Warming but the whole world and the whole population of the planet that is affected. According to the documentaries. We should rebuild Earth. and in this time we should think about its effect on every people and the planet itself. You know there are things that we can do but not affecting our technology. Examples of it are shown in 11th Hour.

Also during this month. Due to boredom at night. I often watch news and TV shows. Unfortunately my TV in my room is not affected by our cable connection. Anyways. In every news that I watch, my attention was grab by the news about the prudential life or educational plans. Due to I'm gonna go to college and my mother get a educational plan there and I'm nervous that due to that problem one of my cousin or me myself would be force to stop studying. The more our country gets poor. The more my patriotic heart burns. Maybe that is one of the reasons why my heart is aching. Many other issues and many more problems which includes Global Recession, the war in mindanao and the case of the wife of news anchor Ted Failon. Now we feel the Global Recession that comes from USA. Many Filipino suffers now due to that problem and still suffering. Many incoming college student's future are in danger due to the problem in educational plan companies or life and educational insurance companies. In the case of Mr. Ted failon and the war in Mindanao I can only say few things. In this time, there is no true justice and no true peace. These we all are currently searching.

In this time, We should be one. In this time we should reconsider many things. In this time we should breakdown the wall of difference and hate and build a home of with walls of love, unity, respect and understanding. And in this time. Our faith in God should never shiver or blurr. It should be more strong. Happy summer to all.



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Killed for the second time

How would I know that it is water dripping from my face when I’m taking a bath and not tears?
How would I know that it is sweat dripping from my face when it is to hot and not tears?
How would I know if it is the sickness of the heart that is killing me and not love?
How would I know if I am still alive and not dead?

This is the second time I’m killed. This is my second death. The second time I love too much but suffer too much in return. sacrifice almost everything. But achieve only little things. It is easy to say “I am happy because your happy” nut the truth is, yes I am happy for you but not for me. The pain still stings my heart even now. Unlike the first one that takes me a year to recover. This one would take me eternity to recover. Suffering forever after all those sacrifice. After al the trust I have broken just to bring her happiness. Just to give her everything. I know that what I am giving is not enough, because if it is, then it won’t be like this. Maybe just like before. I’ll be back to being a ghost again. No feelings, moaning, crying, suffering and a lot more. They say that I should not feel like this because there are so many girls there for me to love. Nut I told them “Why would I love other girls, when the girl that I really love is just infront of me. Why would I love them, when I can’t love anymore because the one that holds my heart is the only one I could love, but the thing is, “mahal niya ba ako?”. Many rumors telling she love me. But it just me it all worst. “napapaasa lang ako”. She just treat me as a friend and thats okay. Atleast she treat me as a person, as a friend. Not like the first one. She may be the second but, I really love her, i won’t face all of this if I don’t love her. This pain would heal, and I will revive. The question is, when?

You know, I have this wonderful dream last night. She is with me. We having a dance. We being together. forever. A wishful dream. A very precious one.

I may be a fool, but I am an unchained hope lover.

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Shuttered

In this world.. we are just a grain of sand.. a data.. we are just... humans... taht is what I learned from the story my thrid year english teacher told me about... which I have just acceptedjust now.. I did accept it before but not that much... experience childhod... being illusionized by the teachings and shows of the people... being told what they have wanted you to know or what they wanted you to believe... which some are true and some are not... a life in a dream... a perfect dream.. a dream in which when you grow up would be a train like nightmare that will hit you right in the face and heart which would shutter you and leave you commatosed.. not literaly commatosed but it is far more severe than the literal one... accpeting somethings in your life are hard... everyone do... even accepting a neighbor that is quite unique and different is an issue on us...

let me refresh you in this... "emo", "punk", "goths", "nerds", and "dead kid" are just some of the names we call other people which are "weird" for us... words that we really doesn't understand... people whom we also doesn't understand... instead of names... don't you think it is better to give them understanding? yes it is esy said than done and that hardness is the reason we always do the wrong thing... which for other people are easy to do but it is a nightmare to leave in that life... yes it is easy... for just a moment... a temporary happiness. While doing the right thing is far more harder but results to somehow unlimited and permanent happiness....

Me... I live yes... but not that happy as others think and not that lonely as others think... yes, i accept i'm not that handsome nor that smart nor to good in my talents... but i'll tell you.. i'm a person... a human... and humans need understanding... I did not say this just for me... but for everyone... maybe my life won't be that long.. but realizing my mistakes and making others happy... it is okay for me... no one knows how I feel and what I'm experiencing, that they call me in many names and laugh about me... a time in which people treated me as a shadow... a wall... just an air passing by... they treated me like a robot... expecting me not to have emotions... expecting me not to be hurt... expecting me that I'm numb and that i do not care... I'll tell you.. I care a lot... you just won't give people, you thought are weird, opportunities... you just judge by the cover then just leave the book unread inside... a reality in which I hardly accept and thought that i can change... a reality in which I am shuttered...

February 14, 2009. The day in which somehow reality sinks in me... everyone dies but not everyone truly lives... everybody expects to be understood but were not understood... many expects to loved but not everyone were loved... a reality which is hard to accept... but it is the truth... to give everything in something is a somehow a good thing especially if it is for a good reason but we shuold also expect that what will return will not be the same as what we give... something which defies the law of physics... the law isaac newton...

February 14 2009. A day in which my heart once again give me a signal... a signal of death.. signal of reality... a painful heart ache which opens a way to reality... somehow.... A valentines day to be remembered... a day to be realized and to be thought of... a day of revelations.... Everyone hopes and dream.. but only few achieves...

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Connections by the String of Life and Reality

Do you believe that there are connections between each individuals? between you and me? by simply reading this blog of mine, we already have a connection, I have taken a part of your time. A connection which when distorted by using high-tech sci-fi devices such as time machines would change the face of the future forever. This could be seen in movies and shows. Which i tell you would be true. Example: It would have a different effect if tommorow I wear civilian clothes rather than wearing my uniform right? This may sound nuts or lunatic but if you think of it. It is true. A death of a person also affects millions of people but they don't feel it that much. they won't think of that event event but think of the event that affects them which in the other hand is connected to that did person or is one of the result of the death of that person which they doesn't know is the true cause of what happen to them. Getting confuse? Let us put this in other words. Example: A professional IT died. He is the only jewel left in the company he worked for whe he was alive. Then that company sells motherboards, PC parts and PC to the store you trust. One day your friend buy a PC in that store becaue you suggest him to. Then he gets mad at you because the OC he bought is low quality. Then you woulde blame the store. Then they would blame the company. then the company would blame the dead IT. see the connection now? Does it seem clearer now?

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